05/31/07
Its one of my tasks to tidy away the things that Master has used on me during a session and i've noticed that i'm always pretty lacks with this, delaying it as long as possible. Yesterday i walked into the bedroom and saw all the whips and other such stuff still laying around from when Master had played with me a few days ago and realized that even though Master had not yet commented on the fact that i still had not done it, it had been a several days so i really should put everything away. With each whip i hung back in its place i thought about how He'd used them on me, i thought about my reluctance to put the stuff away always and why that was. i guess its the same feeling i get when He tells me to put in my rings, at that moment i know that He is then not planning on whipping or spanking my cunt in the coming days, i don't really know how to describe that feeling, a kind of acceptance i guess, or a sort passiveness, i'm not sure how to describe it. Yesterday i realized that it was the same with the toys. A few days ago Master called me a pain pig, perhaps He was right, there are days when i still do not know what to make of it all, but i'm sure some day i will figure it all out. Trackback address for this postTrackback URL (right click and copy shortcut/link location) Feedback awaiting moderationThis post has 1 feedback awaiting moderation... Leave a comment |
Why The Answering Machine?Maybe it seems a very odd title given the nature of this weblog, its perhaps best explained by a quote from a mail i recently sent Master asking His permission to set it up: "Why a weblog? Hmm Your comment about the answering machine comes to mind, extremely handy in that it gives You the chance to listen to it, answer or not at Your own time. A strange analogy maybe but i think it because a weblog would feel like that answering machine. i sometimes find myself thinking of You, okok who am i kidding here? i very often find myself thinking of You and things come to mind that i want to share with You, they are trivial in that they do not warrant a mail, some how that would feel intrusive and so i just would not write it. With a weblog i could write when i felt the need and You could read at Your own leisure, the answering machine :) Well and also because i am a very content and proud slave and more than happy for the world to know that :)" Master gladly consented and i was then stuck for a title for the log, He suggested The Answering Machine and i thought it totally perfect and so The Answering Machine was born. There you have it, not such an odd title after all :) 
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11:49:30 am, by slavel 
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